You are quite wise, your fate truly is how you construct it. Your thoughts are your only lead, for you know what is the aim of thy life, the source of thy fufillment and of thine happiness. Continue on this path.
You have trouble differentiating your truth and THE truth others tell you. Learn from others but think for yourself, for there is no bigger mistake than believing without creating, than follwing without leading in return. The truth is already yours, and only you can find your own.